Imagine the worst things you think about yourself. Now, how would you feel if the one person that you trusted the most in the world not only thinks them too, but actually uses them as reasons not to be with you.
Things are changing. And I’m proud. There are a lot of doubts and fears in my mind but they are followed by a sigh of relief that silences those negative feelings. I feel like I had an epiphany tonight. I have a lot of issues, but I have even more blessings. I thank god everyday for my amazing boyfriend who has stuck by me through some of the most difficult times in my life and just when I thought he would bolt, he held me tighter. I often worry he is going to tire of me one day, because, let’s be honest he deserves someone so much better than I can ever provide for him, but he assures me not to worry. I have amazing friends who have never left my side, a phone call away is all. I have a wonderful family whom I love very much, but it is time to part. I’m grateful for everything god has given me and I REFUSE to take it for granted any longer. From here on out, I choose to be happy.